2013-10-07

[四十五] 問

The heat is unbearable.
I'm shivering.

I just want to press the damn button.
My fingers are frozen.

It's really just a simple question.
Then why does my heart want to bust out of my chest?


Story Time!
So I just asked my friend on a date.  Yeah.. That just happened.  Just a couple hours ago actually, so I've regained the ability to sit still by now.  I can't say it went exactly how I imagined, but nevertheless, I am super thrilled that she agreed to go.  I asked her as a friend, but of course asking anyone out implies at least some level of interest.  Thus, my fears for the future are now as follows:
  • I really really hope this doesn't balls up our friendship.  Like I said, she's probably my favorite person to talk to and if this creates an atmosphere of awkwardness or discomfort, I'll hate myself forever.
  • What will our mutual friends think of me?  I know a couple of friends have had feelings for her in the past, and part of the reason my crush on her has been so on/off is I didn't want them to feel betrayed or anything.
  • What the hell do I wear to a contemporary dance performance???  Comments appreciated..

Also..  Goddamnit Justin, asking over text too?!  Have you learned nothing???  >__<

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