[四十六] 來

Sometimes everything you could possibly want out of life seems to just fly into your face.  Sometimes it turns out the universe was just setting you up to kick you in the nuts.  To that universe I say: bring it on, is that all you've got?  It will take an army to bring this hopeless optimist down!

..That said, this still kinda sucks.  Hugs would be much appreciated.  :[

[四十五] 問

The heat is unbearable.
I'm shivering.

I just want to press the damn button.
My fingers are frozen.

It's really just a simple question.
Then why does my heart want to bust out of my chest?

Story Time!

So I just asked my friend on a date.  Yeah.. That just happened.  Just a couple hours ago actually, so I've regained the ability to sit still by now.  I can't say it went exactly how I imagined, but nevertheless, I am super thrilled that she agreed to go.  I asked her as a friend, but of course asking anyone out implies at least some level of interest.  Thus, my fears for the future are now as follows:

• I really really hope this doesn't balls up our friendship.  Like I said, she's probably my favorite person to talk to and if this creates an atmosphere of awkwardness or discomfort, I'll hate myself forever.
• What will our mutual friends think of me?  I know a couple of friends have had feelings for her in the past, and part of the reason my crush on her has been so on/off is I didn't want them to feel betrayed or anything.
• What the hell do I wear to a contemporary dance performance???  Comments appreciated..

Also..  Goddamnit Justin, asking over text too?!  Have you learned nothing???  >__<