I like to walk a lot. Driving is just tedious and I feel guilty when I ask people for rides because I feeling like I'm somehow using them. Another reason I like to walk is because it gives me time to just think and talk to myself. Try to make sense of my current situations. Sort of like this blog, except more private. I bet people think I'm weird because of this. Today I turned down a ride home and walked 20 minutes in complete darkness and 30 degrees outside just for the heck of it.. I didn't know what it was but something was on my mind. Never found out what it was, which is why I'm using this to just type whatever comes to my head. Anxiety? Doubt? Depressive bout? haha Probably not that last one, I'm still smiling at how the past week or so has been going.
There's so much going on in my mind and it's literally beginning to hurt my head. I've just diagnosed myself with insanity (Soul Eater reference :D).
Speaking of insanity, the long dragged out story about the Powell family just ended yesterday, and it makes me very sad.. The kind of things people are capable of doing baffle me. I can't imagine what can possibly drive a father to do this to his family. I really don't know what else to write about it. I hope those two boys have a place in everyone's prayers.
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