[二十一] 最難說的問題

今天真的很難以置信。  我昨天有太多功課了，所以我早上4:00睡覺了。  鬧鐘沒把我叫醒，所以我媽媽讓我睡懶覺了。  ^_^   沒上化學課。   xD   我的功課至少做完了。 下課以後，我總算問她。  這真是最難說的問題: "請問，妳會是我女朋友嗎？"    她回答說: "Yes".    

[二十] 難以置信地高興

所以，總算告訴我好朋友我喜歡她。 在我說的時候，我真太怕了。  xD    朋友們已經告訴我相信她喜歡我了。 當然我不能相信。  (我就很那麽三八)   啊哈哈哈     看來地已經喜歡我了。  :O   現在我但願親手告訴了。  昨天我們去 SLC 上 Science Olympiad (比賽)。  我想要了跟他談一談，可是別的朋友縂也在，所以很尷尬。  (特別地一個朋友..  >_<)    氣死了   hahahaha  我現在驚慌了一點。 真的喜歡她，所以我怕了能毀滅了。  我已經很難以置信地高興。  ^_^

[十九] 在黑暗裏走

I like to walk a lot.  Driving is just tedious and I feel guilty when I ask people for rides because I feeling like I'm somehow using them.  Another reason I like to walk is because it gives me time to just think and talk to myself. Try to make sense of my current situations.  Sort of like this blog, except more private.  I bet people think I'm weird because of this.  Today I turned down a ride home and walked 20 minutes in complete darkness and 30 degrees outside just for the heck of it..  I didn't know what it was but something was on my mind.  Never found out what it was, which is why I'm using this to just type whatever comes to my head.  Anxiety?  Doubt?  Depressive bout?  haha  Probably not that last one, I'm still smiling at how the past week or so has been going.

There's so much going on in my mind and it's literally beginning to hurt my head.  I've just diagnosed myself with insanity (Soul Eater reference   :D).

Speaking of insanity, the long dragged out story about the Powell family just ended yesterday, and it makes me very sad..  The kind of things people are capable of doing baffle me.  I can't imagine what can possibly drive a father to do this to his family.  I really don't know what else to write about it.  I hope those two boys have a place in everyone's prayers.