I'm freakin' out here man.. 0__o I've just been plagued with bad luck. Some kind of curse, I think.. Either way, there is some supernatural force out there, and I've pissed it off somehow. All my food is spilling, I'm tripping up staircases, I ballsed up cooking rice on a stovetop, only to have a rice cooker I ordered arrive in the mail only minutes later.. I'm afraid the severity of these instances is gradually increasing. The next one may be my life. I'm not paranoid! .. There's someone at the door.. I'm going to go answer it now.
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2013-08-28
2013-08-03
[四十二] 無業
It's halfway through summer and I'm STILL looking for a job.. WAT The best part is I got rejections for 2 of my applications today.. This whole "lacking a job" thing has kept my summer pretty uneventful so far, hence the lack of blog posts that no one really looks for.
I was in the shower last night, where many great thoughts seem to manifest themselves, and thought of a post topic that I thought would be fun to write about:
THINGS I DO THAT PROBABLY FREAK PEOPLE OUT:
1. I like to look around. Like a lot. Like I check out my surroundings to an abnormal degree, and I have no idea where it stems from. I don't suffer from paranoia or any other anxiety disorders and it's not because I often find random things particularly interesting. I've just caught myself doing it quite a few times, so I'm sure other people have noticed. What I'm most afraid of is one day someone at the airport or on the bus will tackle me out of nowhere or something because it looks like I'm up to something. It's also caused more awkward sudden eye contact moments than I'd care to think about..
2. I talk to myself, and imaginary people. Like a lot. I'm not schizophrenic or anything. At least, I hope not.. I don't see people that aren't there. It's just how I work out problems in my head. When I explain every detail of a problem to an imaginary person, I understand the solutions better when my mind reads them back to me from a 3rd person perspective (software engineers do this all the time: It's called rubber duck debugging). I do this so often that sometimes I don't even realize I'm talking to myself out loud. So don't worry everyone I walk by on the streets. That voice in my head isn't actively encouraging me to kill you or anything. xD
The more I sit here and think about it, the longer the list grows. For now though, these are the only two I can think of coherent ways to explain. I'll write about the others in the future. haha Off to bed. Night!
I was in the shower last night, where many great thoughts seem to manifest themselves, and thought of a post topic that I thought would be fun to write about:
THINGS I DO THAT PROBABLY FREAK PEOPLE OUT:
1. I like to look around. Like a lot. Like I check out my surroundings to an abnormal degree, and I have no idea where it stems from. I don't suffer from paranoia or any other anxiety disorders and it's not because I often find random things particularly interesting. I've just caught myself doing it quite a few times, so I'm sure other people have noticed. What I'm most afraid of is one day someone at the airport or on the bus will tackle me out of nowhere or something because it looks like I'm up to something. It's also caused more awkward sudden eye contact moments than I'd care to think about..
2. I talk to myself, and imaginary people. Like a lot. I'm not schizophrenic or anything. At least, I hope not.. I don't see people that aren't there. It's just how I work out problems in my head. When I explain every detail of a problem to an imaginary person, I understand the solutions better when my mind reads them back to me from a 3rd person perspective (software engineers do this all the time: It's called rubber duck debugging). I do this so often that sometimes I don't even realize I'm talking to myself out loud. So don't worry everyone I walk by on the streets. That voice in my head isn't actively encouraging me to kill you or anything. xD
The more I sit here and think about it, the longer the list grows. For now though, these are the only two I can think of coherent ways to explain. I'll write about the others in the future. haha Off to bed. Night!
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